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Friday, December 18, 2009

well,
i'm back from the pulau ubin camp..
it was quite fun as both my gors got go...
first day,
ice breaker den set off..
den lunch-ed and take ferry there...
den afternoon,
the children went for chek jawa trekking..
and we were stablizing the tents...
den they came back den dinner..
they played dis game called : guess who did it?
at night,
had nothing to do..
den went for the nightwalk trail..
played wif nicky gor de ipod touch after tat...
TAP TAP-ed :)
den was having supper when si yin said she saw a shooting star...
den all of them started putting the mat on the gras waiting for shooting stars..
den started talking to hong xi and william...
was chased by mr joo to go to sleep...
next morning woke up...
wash up..
den went to game station...
but me and heelin didn't really do anything much..
just stand there watch watch..
was cycling all along..
den saw cindy tan at the hut...
i call her so many times den she reply...
went of to collect lunch...
was late cause the person was late..
hahas..
den went back to station..
before tat ms cynthia there guilan lol..
feel like slapping her...
den mr ali came to deliver our food...
den it wasn't enough..
so chun xiong went back to take...
den i ate 2 packets..
about the same amount of wad jun ting gor ate...
den was waitning for jun ting gor de group to come..
den after waiting for dunno how long den we noe tat they went back le..
after tat went back to chalet...
den went cycling for awhile before returnoing the bikes..
jun ting gor took heelin's sot sot de bike..
den along the way he was like saying it was all my fault lol...
hahas..
the slope was super shiok....
double thumbs up >.<
den rest..
they start to BBQ...
didn't eat anything except for a few prawns and stuff...
made jun ting gor and nicky gor each a stick..
den went to buy soft drinks..
6 bottles..
mostly coke...
den was finding my wallet,charger,handphone..
i seriously got short term lol...
den at night,
after bath,
took out my cup noodle to eat..
cause was hungry...
den was going to fall asleep on the sofa,
but didn't..
den went to join junting gor and nicky gor in the game called : bridge..
den play until 5plus..
the guys oso slpet wif us...
and nicky gor was taking his two chairs as his bed lol..
his body so long yet the chair so short..
den sleep for 2 hours jiu wake up le..
den wash up..
pack things...
den went to the hut..
put our things there..
den they were playing other games..
den i was playing tap tap..
den too tired cannot tahan,
den took a sleeping bag and hug it and lie on the cupboard..
den stop playing..
the rest of the volunteers started playing murderer..
den was sitting there all alone...
den mr ali ask chun xiong to talk to me..
as everyone noes tat i do goes emo too..
den after tat join in the game...
played..
den bought the ferry and brought the things back..
was sitting alone on the bus hugging my sleeping bag and listening to music..
den a few drops of tears came rolling down my cheeks...
was tinking about something...
cause it'slike me and nicky gor seem to be drifting apart..
as in like we dun click tat well like we used to...
the him now,
wasn't like the old him i used to noe...
sometimes i really wonder,
do i noe wad u're tinking and stuff...
maybe it's time tats making us like strangers...

den break camp..
took pictures..
cause alot of them going army le..


me wif junting and nicky gor...


me wif margret..


me wif hong xi...


me wif poh yi..



from left to right: han xian,hee joon,jun ting,nicholas,jolyn,yong keong....

dis is the end of my camp..

Blogged 8:33 PM
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Saturday, December 12, 2009

i seriously hate my father..
he's damn f**king irritating..
he keep on ask me do things..
ask me go down buy food,
do these,
do tat.
he ownself sleep there do nothing!
shit him man...

Blogged 7:22 PM
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yesterday morning went to school...
did shooting...
den run 2.4km..
den start training..
until afternoon..
den went to bath ,
had lunch ..
den went out cause senior having match and zhou lei coach wasn't here...
den after senior play den stay there eat pizza hut..
den we were sitting at one side..
the ball from court came flying in our direction ..
den "POP" ,
it bounces off our box of chicken wings..
but we still continued eating...
there was a second time ,
but we managed to keep it off..
was damn fed up lol..
at night played some games..
the school was spooky,
BUT i'm not scared...
was damn cooling at night..
den some of the seniors decided to sleep at the corridor...
den the rest of us sleep in the classroom..
was supposed to sleep in the hall,
but the can't on the fan...
next morning woke up at 5.30a.m.
den brush teeth den me and zi lin went to bath...
super shiok...
i tink it's not cold,
but zi lin was 'ha-chooing' all the way...
den tie hair and stuff..
went for morning jog..
2.4km...
den train abit of defence..
den go help rachel and joey prepare stuff...
had breakfast ..
zhou lei came ...
ate cup noodles oso...
hav to share cause coach didn't buy alot..
den i eat..
still got left alot of cups of milo..
den left 4 cups..
den each batch hav 2 cups..
den we at first wan to giv zhou lei coach de,
den got 1 of the guys senior (junyuan) walk past,
den we ask if he wan..
1 cup of milo settled...
2nd cup...
giv zhou lei coach..
was super damn full...
the food for camp was damn nice...
den started training..
until 11plus den pack up...
distribute the left over food and DISPERSE!!!
-end of camp-

Blogged 7:11 PM
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Thursday, December 3, 2009

yesterday's training was hell .
Just be glad tat i'm still alive .
Now training getting tougher and tougher .

sometimes i really feel like giving up .
But it's the determination of being wif u tat keeps me going .
Boy , i'm doing these for u .
Sometimes i really feel like dumping things the way it is and walk off ,
but there's this strength tat keeps me going again .

Blogged 11:19 PM
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Sunday, November 29, 2009

hahas..
taday went out to kovan there for dad's birthday which is tomorrow..
went to eat crab...
big sis and parents ate chilli crab while me and second sis ate tomato crab..
NICE!!!
well ,
today is the 29th..
another month have past..
three months liao..
hope this relationship continue ba..

dar ,
it's been three months..
and i hope we continue...
wishing to see u everyday..

Blogged 8:53 PM
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Saturday, November 28, 2009

hahas..
hasn't been posting these few days..
yup ,
went for councillor camp on mon to wed..
den wed afternoon got training..
i at first dun wanna go de ,
but some of them go den i go lol..
well ,
the training was ok ba..
hahas..
training physical along the way..
for today ,
went for training..
fell down along the way to drink water..
tripped over the bball..
some photos for u to enjoy..


tats all for today >.<

Blogged 5:17 PM
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Friday, November 20, 2009

A. Alvina Chan
1)Do you love this person? so-so lol..
2) Is this person your enemy? sometimes , when she diao me..
3) Is this person taller than you? of course..

B. Beatrice Wee
1) What do you really think of this person? Zi lian queen..
2) What’s their favourite color? Dunno..grey?
3) Ever danced with them? nahhs

C. Cindy
1) Do you like this person? of course ! :D
2) Where did you meet this person? Primary school?
3) How old is she/he? thirteeeen (:

D. Daphne
1) How long have you known him/her? 11months
2) Biggest regret? none?

E. Elaine
1) Have you met her parents? Yup..
2) Worst thing about this person? nothing..she's simply perfect..
3) Best thing about this person? pure heart..

F. Faizah
1) Have you ever dated this person? NO !
2) When is the next time you will see him/her? this year..when i go to FSC..
3) Do you go to school with them? nah..we're from different school..

G. Glenn lee
1) Is he/she a good listener? Sure (:
2) Have you ever lived with this person? NO!
3) Is this person nice? Of course, he's funny ;D

H. Han JIing
1) What year are they in? Sec.1
2) Is he/she your best friend? good friend?
3) Ever done something illegal with this person? Nah..

I. -
1) What is this person’s favourite food? -
2) Where did you meet this person? -
3) Do you trust them? -

J. Justin lim / Jia'an
1) Do they have any siblings? Yup../Yup..
2) Do you know their favourite song? Nope../ Songs sang by Jay chow
3) What would you do if they confessed they liked you? Nah../ like him back >.<

K. Kiayee
1) How old were you when you first met? 9
2) How did you meet? P4A
3) Ever danced with this person? Nope..

L. Li Yun
1) What would you do if you had never met this person? Dunno...
2) Do you like him/her? She has a kind heart..
3) Would you go to Disney World with this person? she goes to disney world mehhs?

M. Ming Yun
1) Is this person older than you? Nope
2) Is this person single? Yup..
3) How many times do you talk to them in a week? LOTS OF TIMES..

N. Nicholas Korr
1) Is this person your boyfriend/girlfriend? NOPE (:
3) Do you know this person’s middle name? huh? i noe his full name..
nicholas goh ke qin..

P. Priya
1) Have you ever been to the mall with this person? i guess so..
2) How about a sleepover with them? Nope
3) Does this person have a job? Nahh! :D

Q. -
1) Does this person drink alcohol? -
2) Have you seen this person dance? -
3) Where do they work? -

R. Racheal Goh
1) Have you heard this person sing? Man in the mirror
2) Do you think this person will repost this? she doesn't have a blog..
3) Whats one thing you would change about this person? nothing..

S. Shaw En Mei
1) Is this person taller than you? NO-peee, :D
2) Do you enjoy spending time with him/her? Of course
3) Do they live close to you? nope..

T. Terence
1) Would you do anything for him/her? y must i?
2) Have you been to his/her house? yup, once..
3) Is this person a dipshit? whats a dipshit?

U. -
1) Is this person in a relationship? -
2) Do you know where she lives? -
3) What colour hair does this person have? -

V. Victor
1) Do you see this person alot? dunno..
2) When did you meet her/him? nusery and recently..
3) Is this person your friend? duh..childhood friend..

W. Wei Han
1) Is this person quiet or loud? neutral..
2) Name a friend that both of you have? 6A-ians..
3) What is the colour of his eyes? didn't notice..

X. Xi Wen
1) Why are you friends with him/her? cause we're in the same class..
2) Have you ever gone anywhere with them? nope..
3) What is one thing you would change about them? their character, i guess..

Adapted from Han Jing's blog..

Blogged 6:32 PM
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